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Monday, December 8

♥ 11:34 PM

have not been bloggin lately,is either im not free or there will be things happening around me.since ii last post,ii had been having chalet,tmr will be going to yanlings one,there will be people like berber and pearl and many not very close people.had been having some problems wid him lately,i can actually feel him changing these days.i finally know how much it would hurt to lose someone uu love so much,someone whom uu would like to spend everyday with.but if there are still happiness between , why shud two goes on seperate ways?.but even if i dont let go of it,it becomes like im de only one trying to maintain this pathetic relationship.theres even an expiry date to this dumb thing out there.i wonder why cant everythinq jus follow on as usual,like how it had owaes been for the past year,why must there be changes.i can say i dont like changes to my life,i like how it has been qoinq nowadays,i like how everythinq just settled in nicely even thouqh uu actually thouqht something wrong is going to happen.i dont regret anything that i have done bcos i noe thats what ii really wanted at that moment.but there bound to be changes in everyday life,unless im like living in fairytale,like little red riding hood will owaes be wearing a red hood and not black or blue.and just like cinderella will just like live happily ever after wid the prince on de last page of the book.recently,i grew to realise that frens are more important in his life , thouqh he denied it flat.he decides on a date,and threatens me with something im most afraid of,he doesnt care bout how ii feel anymore,he play around with what ii say,he find all sorts of loopholes in promises and he expect me to do what he says.cinderella's stepmother?.ii don wish to be cinderella,ii don need a very wonderful ending everytime , in every single thinq that ii do,ii just want him to be happy,not to be so demanding towards me,and to treat me like who ii am,not to demand that ii change before de date that he settled on.he really changed alot though.anyway,ii just wish all these things will be settled soon,cant wait to qo kukup wid niqqy this friday.

to dabiibii:

here is what uu wanted,dedicated to uu kaes?. lols,ii will be going to hoo hoo land in a whiles time to wait for uu,so late still go play mahjong,dumbdumb.okaes,im missing uu now,but im really very pissed at uu just now,owaes don wan to listen to me but want me to listen to uu.how can like that de.and uu don keep ur promise de los,hnq.angry uhhs.

with loves(like what uu wanted me to write) :)

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