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Wednesday, November 12

♥ 1:26 PM

standing by the window of my room , looking at the school.
ii finally understand what mr tien said to me,
ii really do feel so blank , so empty inside me.
the last paper is like just yesterday and today
im already having this wierd wierd feeling , ii swear.

ii miss sitting in the classroom;
ii miss listening to the teachers crapping;
ii miss sleeping in class during lesson;
ii miss doing maths everyday;
ii miss seeing mr tien every morning;
ii miss being late for school at least once a week;
ii miss having lessons;
ii miss waiting for the recess bell to sound;
ii miss teachers asking us to stay back for extra lessons;
most of all, ii miss studying.

ii don believe im saying this,crap,ii dono wats wrong with me,ii dono why iim saying this,dono why iim missing all these.but ii really do, ii really wish time wud go back & allow me to start secondnary life again. if everything starts over again, ii will do back the same old thing,repeat everything that had happen before, ii do not regret anything that ii have done before , cos thats how ii want things to be at that point of time.ii suddenly have the urge to wake up at 6am in the morning and go to school.something is very wrong wid me, dont think anyone of your out that will share my feelings.

im alone at home,ii can go out but ii choose not to.ii jus feel like staying at home,doing somethings that ii've not done for a very long period of time.this is very unlike me,people who noe me shud noe,ii used to grab any chance ii could to go out,but now.at this moment, II DONT WANT TO GO ANYWHERE.!

ahbi had been to camp for the past few days,ii have no one to talk to.no one who really noe what im up to everytime something goes wrong.no one to crap with me,no one to watch videos with.although she often irritates me when she is talking on the phone wit the dumbdumb hadii.but luckily, she is coming back tonight.

okayes, ii noe this blog seems a little emo, a little geek. shall stop talking bout those stuffs, the class outing date has not yet been confirmed.everyone is having their activities all on different date,cant find a day when everyone is free.niggy is pissed in choosing a date when every single one of us is free.lols.but ii think 27 is the best date so far.going to court to meet bii in the evening,weiming will be coming down.ii have nothing to do now. toodles

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