fantasize

2009-11-03T01:16:00.000+08:00

it has been so long since i last post. Seriously, time really do flies. trust me with that.! Have been doing nothin this few days onwards. have been superannuated by the school, screw them! i am going to poly next year, any course to recommend anyone?.

2009-02-21T14:42:00.002+08:00

heyo , my blog was dead for so long , oh my ,
but seriously , there's nothing to talk about . srjc is not bad ,
quite fun , teachers were good , except for ( hahahas , uu-know-who)
ignore him , spoil my mood , have been so sick of lectures , when this is like only the first week lessons starts proper , overall was okaes , shall finish de tutorials ii have not finish
awww , sad , will be goimg to melvin chan"s bbq later with baby ,
see ya

2009-01-21T22:55:00.000+08:00

yepps , that's him

i simply cant resist him

2009-01-15T20:32:00.003+08:00

its been a long time since i last blog , had been busy slacking recently. too lazy to blog , a few days ago went to school to collect my results . was nervous and excited at de same time , was clutghinq on to biqqie's hand and de ong still said so much , wtf . i got 15 for L1R5 and 9 for L1R4 , was happy ?. relieved wud be a more suitable word i guess , i got like 34 points for prelim , thats why ii was so relieved . lols . i think will be entering serangoon jc , dont like tampines as much , anything lahs , cant wait for the posting results to be out and back to school , only this time will be a new environment with new friends , new everything . holiday had been really too long this time , im starting to get sick of it , nowhere to go and nothing to do . baby will be getting his posting results tomorrow , will know if he can enter de ite anot , if im not wrong , he shud be going to balestier ite wid songyu . im so bored , way to bored its starting to be freaky . waiting for lingxiang chalet and niggy's chalet .

happynewyear

2009-01-01T20:00:00.003+08:00

first post of the year,im going to start everything with a new set of thinking,look at everything from a different angle and do things in a different way.im not qoing to care about how else someone may look at me but just be comfortable in myself.second countdown went with baby,glad that he is still with me after such a long time, i love him lots,didnt went out today,slept till 4pm , lols . ii reach home at about 3 yesterday,its not that ii love to sleep.lmaos,have nowhere to qo tomorow, sick of qoing out.shall continue to watch my teevee now,toodles.

happy belated !

2008-12-28T00:32:00.003+08:00

actually not planning to blog de , but babyloves have been spending such a long time in de toilet so im super bored now.finally , sweet sixteen,dont have much special feeling inside,i guess earthman will never be satisfied wid what they have & will earn for more and more.im now looking foward to my 18th birthday,& probably by then ii will say im looking foward to my 21st.!went out in de noon to cine with baby,went to kbox , took loads of pictures , watch Yes and meet up with his lovesFriends,it is as if he would die if he didnt see them for a day,okaes,whatso ever,had a great day wid him.ii recieved some msges an hour aqo,quite shocking that they wud do such crazy stuffs.fenqhua,justus,kailun and birdman?. wish me happy birthday,till now,iim still trying to figure out who de birdman is.okaes,happy birthday to myself,nites everyone.

imissuubabyloves!.

2008-12-27T23:06:00.001+08:00

had a great day with my babyloves

happy birthday to me!.

2008-12-25T23:49:00.002+08:00

heys , ii just love my baby .

2008-12-23T23:32:00.004+08:00

baby is very proud of his hair

okaes,ii admit ii have not been bloggin for ages.just get scolded by the biqMOLE.mole,ii tot uu were really dead.!wakakakas,just joking.ii went out in de morning to baby's house,sleeping so soundly as usual.okaes,shake him , irritate him till he wake,acc him to cut his hair,actually wanted to cut a J for me as birthday preent,but then he decided not to just to keep his hair length,bo xim de baby.waited for almost one and a half hour,then went to his house,then went to amk.actually wanted to catch a movie,but realised we had watch all of it already except for twilight,and biibii don wan to watch that,so went amk hub shop.nothing much there,so headed to bugis,bought lots of clothes and ii bought a new bag there,all with his consent.then went hougang mall to eat and cab home after droppin baby at adrian house.

& ii am going to annouce that there is something very very wrong about me,ii tot it was 22 december today , until now,wwhen ii saw de date on the blog,okaes,im out of mind,but thats what baby told me,okaes,its starting to form its shape now,ii noe whats going on now,iim going to scream at baby now..................gtg

2008-12-08T23:34:00.002+08:00

have not been bloggin lately,is either im not free or there will be things happening around me.since ii last post,ii had been having chalet,tmr will be going to yanlings one,there will be people like berber and pearl and many not very close people.had been having some problems wid him lately,i can actually feel him changing these days.i finally know how much it would hurt to lose someone uu love so much,someone whom uu would like to spend everyday with.but if there are still happiness between , why shud two goes on seperate ways?.but even if i dont let go of it,it becomes like im de only one trying to maintain this pathetic relationship.theres even an expiry date to this dumb thing out there.i wonder why cant everythinq jus follow on as usual,like how it had owaes been for the past year,why must there be changes.i can say i dont like changes to my life,i like how it has been qoinq nowadays,i like how everythinq just settled in nicely even thouqh uu actually thouqht something wrong is going to happen.i dont regret anything that i have done bcos i noe thats what ii really wanted at that moment.but there bound to be changes in everyday life,unless im like living in fairytale,like little red riding hood will owaes be wearing a red hood and not black or blue.and just like cinderella will just like live happily ever after wid the prince on de last page of the book.recently,i grew to realise that frens are more important in his life , thouqh he denied it flat.he decides on a date,and threatens me with something im most afraid of,he doesnt care bout how ii feel anymore,he play around with what ii say,he find all sorts of loopholes in promises and he expect me to do what he says.cinderella's stepmother?.ii don wish to be cinderella,ii don need a very wonderful ending everytime , in every single thinq that ii do,ii just want him to be happy,not to be so demanding towards me,and to treat me like who ii am,not to demand that ii change before de date that he settled on.he really changed alot though.anyway,ii just wish all these things will be settled soon,cant wait to qo kukup wid niqqy this friday.

to dabiibii:

here is what uu wanted,dedicated to uu kaes?. lols,ii will be going to hoo hoo land in a whiles time to wait for uu,so late still go play mahjong,dumbdumb.okaes,im missing uu now,but im really very pissed at uu just now,owaes don wan to listen to me but want me to listen to uu.how can like that de.and uu don keep ur promise de los,hnq.angry uhhs.

with loves(like what uu wanted me to write) :)

2008-11-29T19:49:00.004+08:00

yesterday was too tired to blog ,went sentosa wid hadi,jolene & baby.morning,wake up and help my mum mop de floor,woah.!then hadi & baby came to our house and we headed to sentosa at bout 12 plus.reach ther bout 1.45.played wid the dabalo for quite a while,didnt noe baby will be so interested in this kind of thing.lols.then hadi went home for arab classes at bout 3 plus 4.ii was lying there suntanning when ii actually fell asleep,on de beach.lols.woke up to see de sun already setting,was damn cold.so asked de both of them to pack up and went to bath.actually meeting gerald,but end up we went back to hougang,slack for a while and home at 1o.was damn tired so went to sleep early.did nothinq much today,just went to baby house to meet him,jus came home,supposed to be meeting up wid sisters at orchard,but im lazy,wakakakas.toodles.

2008-11-28T01:48:00.006+08:00

today

woke up at 1o plus 11 am.took a bath and went to baby house to wake him up.his sleeping skills had improved,nothing cud wake him up from his sleep.hate it,but whatever,ii just got my own ways to deal wid him,his afterall my baby for like one&a half years long,wakakakas.mico and andre came wid mother to baby's house.waited for him to nuah finish & bath,left his house at 2plus and we head straight to orchard.had lunch at NYDC at heeren,it has been a long time since ii had those kind of meals.aftermath,went cine for kbox-ing.sing sing sing till 8 plus.ahbii came down to meet us,went to take neoprint wid baby.nice.went SGH to visit dad,he was admitted to A&E in de morning,but discharged shortly after ii reach.david drive us down to chomp chomp for dinner.home at o1.15.shall post again tomorow,toodles.

wednesday.2611o8

2008-11-28T01:35:00.004+08:00

wednesday

woke up early today,grandma was here,went straight to have a quick shower bcos im running late for work.today is like de ocbc ladies' circle thingy therefore baby cant work as they want female staff only.today was working at marine parade,de bus took like days to come los,ii was late for 15 mins.but luckily boss was not there yet.jingfu taught me de setting up stuff & then leave in a rush.overall work was okae,cept for de part where my menses cramp till ii feel like my lower part of de body was numb.qot sort of bored by 4pm,so started to play with de wax that was supposed to be use for heating up de tea.baby show up at o6pm,kind of surprised to see him reaching so early bcos he was owaes late.7pm;pack up everything wid baby,waited 2o mins for jingfu to come and collect de stuffs.after that,had dinner (katong laksa) wid baby and jf.he drive us around before like sending us home.home at o9.35.toodles.

tuesday.2511o8

2008-11-28T01:15:00.005+08:00

tuesday

it was class outing day today.everyone was like supposed to meet at 1o at de bus stop opposite shell station,ended up,there was only me,pearl,jiajia,niggy,jiehui,yihao and kim.what de hell.lmaos,so everyone was like going later or just going by themselves.okaes,and kim didnt lock her door,so all of them was like going over to her house first.jiehui headed home & ii went to baby's house.his sprainED leg was like so sore los,poor baby cant even walk.slack there awhile before meeting not twin at de bus stop,meet up with lx & co and bus down to ecp.ii admit it was not as fun as compared to de previous trip to ecp before de O's.but ii guess overall it was still okaes.play,blade,qossip and everything else we cud do before dinner arrived.933 qolden pillow , fried rice and beehoon and chicky wings.sumptious meal.then pearl they all boqht a birthday cake , celebrated niqqy,jianyu,me and jolin birthday together.so cool.mr tien left shortly after that,we played sparkles before heading home.me and ahmock took not twin's dad car.when we finally like reach serangoon,jolin and bella they all were still like walking to de bus stop at ecp,although they set off earlier then we do.poor thing.ii guess by then,they finally flaq a cab home.ii went to baby house to find out that he was at adrian house,what a dissapointment,baby's dad came home from work and drive me home,home at 12.3o.toodles.

2008-11-23T23:21:00.006+08:00

finally free to blog aqain,just back from work.had been in qenting for the past 3 days.woke up at o6am on thursday morning to rush to take the bus to qenting,slept throughout de journey,woke up ocasionally for toilet breaks,de uncle was slow,reach there about 3pm,woah.8 hours los.!waited at the lobby for de room to be ready,bought movie tickets to watch a midnight show wid jolene & jovi.place our things in the room,went for dinner,shop and went for movie,dad & mom went casino as usual,typical singaporeans. after de movie,had a stick and went to bed.temperature was 14 degrees.love it.!

next day morning,woke up at o9 in de morning.jovi came into my room and said:"eh jiejie,so bright already ahhs,ii still tot midnight.!" wtf???went theme park wid them,kept on raining that day,so have to wait wait wait for the rain to stop before de rides are open again,those workers there are so fcuk up los.lmaos.play till evening,have dinner at kenny rogers than walk around wid ahbii.bought a chasmire brown shirt,zippo lighter,espirit watch for baby.then we o2 went back theme park to play,at nite was colder,less people,so we do not have to queue for such a long time.theres smoke coming out from our mouth when we talk,& we keep playing wid it,people tot we are crazy.lols.our legs are numb by then,so decided to stop playing and head back to the room.sleep.

saturday noon,check out from de hotel,have our lunch and bus back to singapore.reach home at 11 pm,head straight to bed,doze off almost immediately,then today morning wake up at o7am & get ready for work,met baby at usual place to go work together.aftermath,have dinner wid his mom&dad&brother.home at 1o.3o.toodles.

2008-11-18T22:49:00.005+08:00

back from downtown east
woke up at o8am on sunday morning,bathe & rush down to meet baby,he fell asleep on the stone chair at my house downstairs,poor thing.went to work toqether,reached work early,bwahahas,first time horhhs.!work work for the whole day,met baby at yishun station after work,bus down to chalet.barbeque slack & nothing much.then limfei & co. came , chitchat till 3 plus before sleeping,but fenghua they all were so noisy , ii only managed to sleep 2 hours,wtf.!

woke up at 10 de next day,baby was so hard to wake,he sleep sleep sleep until 12 noon,then we went wildwildwet wid dom,jon,junming and co.played till evening before returning for bbq,songyu set up for everything,miss de food,oh man.!then at nite val & ben came,bought tons & tons of beers,corona,hoegaarden,heineken.slack till 3 plus before sleeping.woke up at 1oam, breakfast wid baby,sy and jasmine family.bus to baby house,nap before heading home.nothing much to say,in no mood to blog.toodles.

:)

2008-11-14T22:55:00.006+08:00

its a long lost feeling thats coming back to me.ii shudnt have this feeling, ii know.but its coming to me like nobody business. perhaps uu will tell me ii shud just shruq it off and forget about it.ii cant.its a strong feeling ii have for uu,its the feeling ii have when ii first know uu, simply an " ii-love-it " feeling.!

woke up at 12 noon,went down to have lunch with my mummy,neighbour&daughter.then went back home bathe and bike down to rivervale plaza to see doctor.the stupid doctor didnt even tell me whats wrong with me , jus ask me questions and prescribed me with some medicine.chunfeng was there & he said:"oh my,!whyiie uu so cheapo,come this kind of clinic."okaes,watever.and he keep criticising my bike,then apologise to me.something wrong wid him?.lmaos,he waited for me in the clinic,then accompany me to posb to withdraw money to pay him for my shoes,bought an everlast from him.then wanted to buy some things from NTUC for mummy to cook dinner,but found out fom biqqii that ntuc there was closed for renovation.so we bike down from plaza to buangkok to buy.he is so damn lousy in handling a stupid small bike,so wtf.but never mind lahhs,lols.ii did something so dumb,ii lock my bike outside de ntuc at buangkok then did ii realise ii didnt bring the keys for the lock.damn shit.called chunfeng for help,but he was not much help.all he do was to walk home wid me,lols.but all thanks to him,ii need not carry any shopping bag.hehes,thanks chunfeng!went home put down my thing then went to baby house to look for him,he slept for like 2o hours in a day,ii bet anyone can win him los,goodness gracious.went down to court for awhile,homed at o8.3o.toodles.

2008-11-13T20:14:00.004+08:00

crawl out of the bed early in the morning,bout 6.45am.what de hell.!it has been 94756383 days since ii woke up so early.then took a quick bathe & went down to bishan park secondnary for work,wid jolene.dono who ask me go de lahhs,don even wan to do this kind of job,waste my time only los.we started at 8.3o and ended at o3.oopm.we two were damn bored there los,did a lot of nonsensical stuff there.

after we ended,bus down to hougang mall to meet baby and hadi,not feeling well so didnt eat much,baby finish half of my food for me.then baby & ii went down to court to play basketball,weiming was there too.had a few rounds before it started to rain.baby flaq cab for me and ahbi,homed at o7.45.

2008-11-12T13:26:00.002+08:00

standing by the window of my room , looking at the school.
ii finally understand what mr tien said to me,
ii really do feel so blank , so empty inside me.
the last paper is like just yesterday and today
im already having this wierd wierd feeling , ii swear.

ii miss sitting in the classroom;
ii miss listening to the teachers crapping;
ii miss sleeping in class during lesson;
ii miss doing maths everyday;
ii miss seeing mr tien every morning;
ii miss being late for school at least once a week;
ii miss having lessons;
ii miss waiting for the recess bell to sound;
ii miss teachers asking us to stay back for extra lessons;
most of all, ii miss studying.

ii don believe im saying this,crap,ii dono wats wrong with me,ii dono why iim saying this,dono why iim missing all these.but ii really do, ii really wish time wud go back & allow me to start secondnary life again. if everything starts over again, ii will do back the same old thing,repeat everything that had happen before, ii do not regret anything that ii have done before , cos thats how ii want things to be at that point of time.ii suddenly have the urge to wake up at 6am in the morning and go to school.something is very wrong wid me, dont think anyone of your out that will share my feelings.

im alone at home,ii can go out but ii choose not to.ii jus feel like staying at home,doing somethings that ii've not done for a very long period of time.this is very unlike me,people who noe me shud noe,ii used to grab any chance ii could to go out,but now.at this moment, II DONT WANT TO GO ANYWHERE.!

ahbi had been to camp for the past few days,ii have no one to talk to.no one who really noe what im up to everytime something goes wrong.no one to crap with me,no one to watch videos with.although she often irritates me when she is talking on the phone wit the dumbdumb hadii.but luckily, she is coming back tonight.

okayes, ii noe this blog seems a little emo, a little geek. shall stop talking bout those stuffs, the class outing date has not yet been confirmed.everyone is having their activities all on different date,cant find a day when everyone is free.niggy is pissed in choosing a date when every single one of us is free.lols.but ii think 27 is the best date so far.going to court to meet bii in the evening,weiming will be coming down.ii have nothing to do now. toodles

2008-11-11T23:10:00.003+08:00

heys . 4E . please confirm the date asap . tag me or msg me , 27 november it shall be for now . we cant possibly fit into a date when every single one of us will be free , so pls be understanding.

2008-11-11T22:51:00.003+08:00

fuck fuck fuck. im pissed, actually not just pissed. is damn pissed.she just wouldnt understand any fucking thing ii say.had been quarelling wid her for at least once a day this week, and when we were not bickering, she wud just qive a darn fing face when ii talk to her,ii swear ii will never tell her anything or what im doing anymore.wud just go according as plan, ignore her totally.

forget bout her,mentioning her just make my blood boil.!wake up so early today for the paper.its been like so long since ii woke up so early,at least iim not late today.finished the LAST paper of the O's.there is this wild feeling inside me when ii finish the paper today.not bcos ii can go out everyday & run wild from now on but more to bcos iim leaving the school soon.this place which holds memories, be it good,bad;awesome;disguisting.its still where ii have been going for the past o4 years.ii cant really describe the feeling out exactly,but thats somehow what im thinking.

waited for C to pass me the shoe at side gate, baby was there waiting for me.iim so happy to see him.went yishun to have my hair done,baby dyed his hair,sat there for a few hours, and he kept falling asleep when that person was applying the cream onto his hair,lols.after that went to court for a game or two.then jaden sent me & baby home, he's so great. !

im very tired , sleeping soon. toodles

imHAPPY

2008-11-10T21:01:00.003+08:00

just reach home not long, haven eat my diiner,hungry. im in a very good mood today.wake up at about 12 today,bath and went to baby house.cant wait to see him.lmaos.slack awhile at his house and went down to hougang mall.ii bought him a sony ericsson w595 cos his phone is spoilt.he is so happy.seeing a smile on his face will just simply melt my heart,ii love him so.watever.but he like it alot,saw him eyeing the phone weeks before,so bought it for him for anni.& ii bought 2 shoes from chunfeng,uu guys shud check it out on his blog.quite a lot of variety to choose from.
bought one for baby and one for myself.

there is like mcq paper tomorrow,wat a spoiler.ruined my mood.never mind, since its really my last paper.shall do tys again later.

P.S 4E PEOPLE,PLEASE SPREAD AROUND THAT CLASS OUTING WILL BE HELD ON 27 OF NOVEMBER.EVERYONE PLEASE CONFIRM WID ME AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.!

2008-11-10T11:58:00.002+08:00

im late for the first time ii went to work, congrats me everyone. but ii dint get scolded, ii noe jarmiel cant bear to scold me.lols,ii stand there for the whole day,serving drinks and cookies.actually is quite dumb.but the pay still okaes.and the pay will increase like 2 bucks per hour jus after one month.lmaos.im so bored there at sunplaza ocbc,luckily kion was there to talk to me.after working,play arcade , eat long john and went home.kion name is wierd?. unique?. whatever.

reach home at bout 10 plus yesterday night.mum was pissed, ii jus think that probably there is some screw thats loosened in her, she didnt even bother to listen to me explain and she start yakking around.wth.!ii chose to ignored. ignorance is blissed.ii laid on the sofa the moment ii came home,my whole body was aching, very x364537120 painful. its those kind of compressing pain beside ur spine , which will make uu feel like hitting ur own body with a hammer but uu are too weak to moved.thats what im going through.

baby finally done wid all the effing stuff,finally talk to him as usual yesterday night.he promised me to check this out but he didnt, bad los. but ii just love him de way he is :)

scream , arghhhhhh

2008-11-08T19:15:00.004+08:00

ii wonder what is wrong with this fcuking world
do uu noe that even ur own mother will talk behind
ur back , tell uu she is not and qive uu a effing
face. she just want to make all her children hate her
aren't she?. ii will grant her de wish. pissed off
very x34673625 pissed off ; angry ; frustrated.
ii realised many are pissed wid parents these days
was it generation gap qrowing as time passes or was
it something else?. ii really had no idea , all ii noe
was that parents are getting more & more big fcuk nowadays.
cousin,don be so frustrated. everyone of us is facing the
same problem, she likes jovi more too . what can ii say?.

p.s baby , to be able to be with uu is the qreatest thing
that ever happened to me in my soon-going-to-be 16 years.
ii miiss uu still love.

terminal illness?.

2008-11-08T15:34:00.004+08:00

back from woodlands training, realised iim actually working for cafe galilee. lols,reached woodlands in half an hour,went to woodlands library's cafe galilee.
jarmiel started teaching me all those setting up of the shot machine,so many things qot to remember. oh man, ii think ii will jus forget everything tomorrow, mess up everything and make a fool out of myself. ii took some pictures of the order of the machines and cookies and everything,wahahahas.cant imagine im such a genius .!

went back to hougang,baby actually said ii can fetch him to adrain house in the morning.but he didnt even reply me when ii finish my training.wth.!iim still deciding whether to go up to his house or not to look for him.but im afraid he had already left for adrain house.so went to point to have my lunch.im so bored.

ii think im like having some terminal illness,my tummy still hurts from yesterday.if ii really do have some kind of illness,frens, please attend my funeral , im sure niiqqy will make a good speech there,he had already practised tons of time with me & biqqiie.lols.but ii will miss many of uu out there & most importantly my baby.

craps,whyiie am ii saying all these.doesnt make sense at all.feel like playing ball again,shall wait for bii to finish doing those meaningless thing first.ii miss baby so much.still have to wait till monday?. before ii can see him again.
im feeling
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toodles

2008-11-08T09:07:00.001+08:00

ahh, im leaving for woodlands
shall post at night again
toodles

iim feeling disguisted

2008-11-08T00:49:00.006+08:00

im having a very bad tummyache, its a horrible;disguisting;terrible;
feeling. nothing ii do seems to help much, so wtf .! ii cant stand properly
sit properly or lie properly . ohno,how ii jus wish (b) was here by my
side. its been like 160507 hours since ii like HEARD from him,
not even a msq. :( all his effing parents fault, he is like still going
to stay there till sunday. ii cant stand SUPERSTITIONS !.

went out with(H) and (J) in the afternoon,my swimming plan was all
destroyed,all thanks to his parents again. went to amk hub to catch a movie,
we were jus in time , hahas. so don have to wait at all. watch high school
musical 3, ratings ?. 8.5 ?. probably,then (J) went bedok to (H) house,
play arcade, ate lunch and slack.

then went to hougang mall,waited for (J) and (M) and (W) to come meet us, and guess how long she
made me wait?. calculate yourself, from 5.45 to o7.15 . wud uu be pissed
if uu were the one waiting, but caught up with (M) and (W) bout
quite alot of stuffs .talk bout the past , the present and the future.
serious , no joke , i swear we really did cover all those 3 while waiting for
the stupid girl.

(B) don be pissed after reading all these, cos ii wan to tell uu wat happened
while me, (M) and (W) were talking,whatever we talk bout reminds me of uu.
probably ii just miss uu too much,baby. whatever we say, ii will jus say
:"if only (B) were here,wat will he do"blah blah blah,so on & so for.
the both of them was like so pissed wid me saying that sentence that they
practically ignored me for the rest of the day.iim still waiting for uu to reply:(

p.s yahhs , back to where ii get diverted from.so after (J) FINALLY came,we walked over to backcourt, kapo told me he was there wid ahtong, but when ii reached there
he was no where to be seen, lols.so we waited & waited . derrick came down
after awhile,played for awhile. oh & ii have decided to go back to my tkd
training after such a long break,but will be jumping over from ACME to sportsteam.
sorry ahbeng sir, but maybe ii will start training next friday.training at
backcourt is not a bad idea after all, ii might get to see (B) during my
whole training, woohoo, so so so happy. & baby , II WANT TO COMPLAIN.!
derrick slap me cos he say uu were not there to protect me anymore.help me
slap him back.

got to wake up damn early tmr to go to woodlands for my job training.sianED.got to reach there like 1o am , dont ii need my sleep?. its a saturday for heaven sake,forget it,ii will forgive uu. hehehs.

last of all,got to say sorry to yanling & co , missing out on todays outing,
and ii guess ii wont be able to turn up for 16th outing too,im working, sorry guys.
btw, all 4E peeps, mrtien is asking bout the class outing to eastcoast.can everyone make it if it is on 29 november?. help spread de msg and get back to me asap.

toodles.

2008-11-06T23:37:00.002+08:00

arghhh , im pissed im pissed
ii jus don understand his parent at all
sometimes they were like angels and sometimes
they were worse then a devil . they forced him to go up to the
dumb place to do those foolish,superstitious
meaningless and stupid things , is like duh ! if you are
superstitious, why forced others to think the
way you you do?. its all fake . FAKE . FAKE .
anybody call me and talk if uu are bored ,
won be sleeping early

iim so so happy

2008-11-06T20:45:00.002+08:00

papers sort of like finish , cos ii will start to have all the time
ii wan to go out there and do all kinds of crazy stuff like what ii use to be ,
the exams really made me kind of like a changed person , though ii
sometimes still act crazy infront of some ii noe very well .
geography finish , in conclusion, iim left with science mcq ,
but everyone is already like in the holiday mood .
even those pure ones' had already let their hair down ii guess.

here , iim goiing to say NIGGY IS SO COOL.! he actually
woke up at o9 when chinese paper starts at o8. so he decided to
just skip the whole paper. oh my.! but im going to genting on
his birthday,cant celebrate wid him. shall celebrate wid him
when he come to the chalet. wahahas.

YAnling , not-twin they all are going out to town tomorrow,
still considering if ii shud go. but im sure is going swimming
wid jolene,haddi and dearest in the morning.im going to pack all my stuffs
on my table,burn all that shud be burn,keep all that shud be kept
and give away all that shud be given.
toodles

8 more days

2008-11-04T00:03:00.002+08:00

woohoo, exams are finishing ,
finishing , finishing , finishing
im so happy now
but today social studies was
not as ii had expected . shiats
ii memorise globalisation so well cos
sexy seah say it will confirm come
out for essay , in the end ?.
it came out for source-based .
wtf .! anyway no paper tomorrow ,
but going to study geography .

&iim owaes uurs

2008-11-01T15:14:00.002+08:00

lols
going to do something BIG
woohahahas
meeting up wid mlly to study for
social studies later on
then dono at nite going ware to
have my dinner , im SUPER bored .!

2008-10-31T20:30:00.001+08:00

HAPPY HALLOWEEN

11 more days :)

2008-10-31T20:07:00.002+08:00

yay !. one more paper done
tot bio was going to be damn hard
but it turn out to be so-so only
wakakakas .
bio was owaes like the last paper,
so ii have the "end-of-exam" feeling now
though there is still like geog paper & ss
& higher chinese & science mcq
im in the holiday mood
shwitted .!
ii cant wait till exams finish :)

12morefriggingday.!

2008-10-30T20:13:00.003+08:00

today maths was quite easy , lmaos
but ii suddenly have a very bad feeling
fcuk care lahhs , tomorrow bio paper is
going to be @#$%&* . dono how to say
been playing something very lame wid
(T)these few days . wakakakas
just some randoms ,,
gd luck everyone , 12 more days , 5 more papers

&iim owaes urrs "

2008-10-28T21:14:00.002+08:00

history wasnt as bad as ii thout
it was going to be ,,
ii manage to finish it well on time
although one of my essay was like
??//!!&% watever
ii cant wait till the exams are
over,its not that iim not studying for
exams and are playing everyday
lols.
NO PAPER tomorrow,woots
but iim going to study for bio now
toodles ('(oo)')

&iim owaes urrs "

2008-10-25T16:12:00.003+08:00

2008-10-25T11:57:00.000+08:00

god damn
ii dono anything about history
shit.help me anyone

2008-10-21T22:41:00.002+08:00

english paper today
what de hell
betsy senior never tell me bout greed
made me think for so long today
humph.
but is okae
ii miss my ('(oo)') ,
hehehs,,tink tmr go give him a surprise
will act as if im angry later
lols
got to go
no paper tomorrow
but will study for geography
jiayou

2008-10-18T00:38:00.004+08:00

today graduation ceromony was SAD
took lots of photos
will upload next time
anyway; ii don like toilet-paper brand
mole shud noe who ii am talking about
a third party , betwenn so many
seduce ; seduce ; seduce

enough of that,good luck for all papers
everyone,,25 more days to go.

2008-09-11T22:07:00.004+08:00

till now did ii finally realise, all the things that

seems to be like a fairytale has ended wit a twist

in the end. cinderella had finally met the

evil stepmother. now it all seems like

a dream to me,though it use to be so real

so real to me.how would all of feel if someone

someone who stand like 9o percent in your heart

do not trust uu at all.? though it may seems to everyone

that we are very close,so close to do anything together,

to say anything to each other. its all a show,ii realised.

im not acting in it, he is.the star of the show.curtains finally

closing.but ii jus cant let go, ii jus cant. uu may think that

everything ii did was a lie. uu said uu are a pig if uu believe

me,uu pointed ur finger at me.ii told uu to stop.uu said uu like

it.what can ii do?. so after all the quarrel, we are quarelling

becos of kim?.wats wrong wid us.maybe songyu said

something right today.perhaps there is really some

barrier in between us. since uu said we do not believe in each

other,we kept lying to each other. tell me,whats the point of holding

on to it baby?.ii noe uu dont think that im trying.

ii kept these here, ii do not know when uu

will visit my blog again, but ii kept these here all becos

ii noe,ii will not bear to let uu go. thats whyiie ii keep

giving uu the chance to choose. its becos ii noe

deep in me,ii wudnt want to hear uu say

"lets break up"

the best thing tonight is that we are not quarreling

boy,ii wudnt want to let uu go,ii wudnt want uu to let me

go too. cos you are someone so impossible to find.

at least trust me in this.iiloveuu badly.

& iim owaes urrs

pls believe me

2008-09-10T19:53:00.001+08:00

oh.i love it so much.give me more.!make the face clearer if you don mind

im sure everyone enjoy it too :)

great thanks to you

2008-09-07T00:28:00.002+08:00

friday"

meet bii with kapo at bii house

he was as usual so late,so slow,so drag

fenghua they all kept calling and calling to pester

cant blame,we are late for like 15 mins.then we walk over to

hougang mall.people who went:me,bii,kapo,songyu,lionelwangweiwei,

samuel,andrew,kailun,fenghua.got one more ii think.

forget his name.ii suggested this ingenious idea.hahas.all thanks to songyu

ii get people to go sentosa wid me.had our brunch at habourfront interchange

then we were all deciding on the transport we will take.

there was one group who wanted to take the cablecar

and the other in which including me,decided on the bus

wakaka,but somehow or the other,managed to convinced

everyone to take the bus.there was another bus

next to us on the way there.and weiwei said:hey,chiobu on that bus leas.

two jap girl.oh no.i think is korean.

and the next thinq that happen was kailun they all were all looking at them

probably thats how monfortians behave.lmaos

actually wanted to go to siloso beach,but ended up in palawan

then they took my volleyball and played soccer wid it

ii was bored and therefore,found a broken fishing rod and started

poking around.after for like a decade,they felt guilty and played with me

songyu and ii decide to compete,to see who get sunburnt first.

he won.!he was redder than ii am.a damn lot.ii never thought

ii wud end up in the water,but ii jus did

ii burried sy in the sand,and then he decided to take his revenge

and burried me deeper in the sand.forced me to apologise and call

him korkor before ho pull me out.fenghua they all finish all the shampoo

and soap and left me,bii,kapo and sy stranded

but we jus managed to get ourselves clean

after that,somethinqs happen which ii dont think is right for me to

mention.

today"

nothing much,went suntec with sisters & co to watch wall.e

dont find it very nice,but very sweet indeed

wall.e + eve

lmaos.

got to go.toodles

ii realise im thinking of uu ever since,

ii cant get uu out of my mind.

ii noe its very wrong for me to be like this

but ii cant help myself

& iim owaes urrs

ii love uu truely

2008-09-01T18:27:00.002+08:00

friday"

was teachers day celebration in the morning,after a very

lameED session of aces workout,by some silat instructor

ii was planning not to do anything,but followed all the

instructions and did all. good girl ii am rite?.

lmaos.

carried out everything as planned after the celebration,

to celebrate tiens birthday cum teachers day wid him in class

he had sec 3 remedial,but managed to convince him

4e is more important.wakakaka.and he finally realised that

we bought him a cake and a watch and did a board for him

everybody enjoyed that few moments ii think,

especially mr tien. 4e loves uu .!

saturday"

went to point in the morning to find that stupid brandon

& he made me wait for like 18 mins. evilED

then slack for a while and amy came down

and slack for a while then danny came down

he said ii look old, & ii made him my enemy

since then. ii saw a phone.damn nice, sonyericssonw98o

thinking of changing my phone.but ii wan nokia leas

shud consider first....then he walked me to bii house

sunday"

stayed at home and study all day..

boring day ii had

today"

went to bii house,and cut cake for jinhong

he said is his first time cutting a cake for his 16 years of life

lmaos.

then studied downstairs with sebas,bii and kapo

and kapo studied archie-ologists.he read my archie comics

woohoo.power horhhs.!

going to ride bike wid jovi now.

toodles

& iim owaes urrs

huggs

2008-08-27T22:08:00.000+08:00

happy belated birthday to mr tien

2008-08-25T19:35:00.005+08:00

today chem paper was already gone case, ii dint noe wat happen

but my mind just suddenly went blank when ii see the paper

arghhh. think tien is going to scold me for sure. ended quite early at

about 9.15am.went to compass wid meijun and euniice to have our breakfast

dont feel like eating at first, causes the menses cramp is f-ing pain

but felt hungry after looking at those two guys eat and went to get my SME hahahas.meijun went back to school and ii wait for niggy while eunice

waited for lianzhi. we went to yoshi to 'study' social studies but ended up

cam-whoring. hahas. time flies. & eunice went to find lianzhi while me and niggy

went to hougang to look for bii.then he saw his teacher and he pontang ,

so he ran for his life.lmaos.after that me ,bii and songyu played cards and niggy

and ii drew loads of thin.very interesting pictures. wanted to photocopy it and

give it out to eveyone, but on second thoughts,those pic will corrode everyones

hands,therefore we just leave it there for people to see.wakaka.

& iim owaes urrs

ii love you

2008-08-24T15:47:00.003+08:00

wake up at 7.3o in the morning which is quite miriculous.

ii reach home at 1 plus 2 yesterday nite from jess chalet.

started to muq chem. awww. its a damn shit lot and some

people kept tempt me to go out. ii must bear with it. so as

to do well for the prelims and win those whom ii wanted to

step them under my feet. ii hate people who look down on me as

iif they were the few perfect human-beings left in this pathetic

world. gross beings .! ii shall take up the challenge and win them

by all means. ii shall continue with my mugging.maybe later meeting erniie to study.
maybe not. see iif iim left wid alot, then most probably not

cos me & niggy & erniie wasted the whole sat morning gossiping and

didnt do anything pratical and relevant for the exams.

wakaka. but nice gossiping with them.lols.
mug. mugging. mugged

& iim owaes uurs

love uu boy

2008-08-18T19:03:00.002+08:00

one sentence specially for uu:

EVERYONE HAVE EYES AND EARS TO SEE AND HEAR WHAT IS HAPPENING AROUND!!!!!!

2008-08-14T21:11:00.003+08:00

found out lots of thing this few days

shan't talk about it.ii can always put up a strong front

but deep down its really disappointing.and somehow its seems so comical

that such thing could happen.but as i look back now, everything was jus a

show.you are so fake, i guess i just have to face the music and continue

wid my life. some of uu shuld noe what im talking bout. its okaysii will get over it soon :) don worry that ii might break down.wakaka

and someone wanted to have their bbf hoodies, jealous we have it rite?.

lols.its so ingenious of them to think of such convivial way to get back at

the class. great sense of humour huhhs.?

got dozens of work nid to do.so got to go

toodles. :)

& iim owaes uurs

ii love uu whole-heartedly

something cute:)

2008-08-10T22:48:00.002+08:00

hii everybody

ii have a boring day today

nothin to blog about

ii learn a new word from niggy

toodles..

*hahah cute

2008-08-09T20:09:00.007+08:00

yesterday came home too late to blog.

went school for celebration and the talent quest is so not nice

we only love the part when besty teo sing dat song.

ii can never ever master that song. oh my.

any way mole & my drawing was in the collage

wakaka. we have drawings that are congruent.

after celebration,we went for oral prac

which was like such a stupid event out of no where on such a day

but it went pretty fast, and we got over it

mole went to my house to change , and then went down to

collect her bag from her mom

you know, ii still cant get it why mole got to bring a LV bag to the beach

the bus came to de front gate to fetch us
our pit was at D 42 and the macdonald was like at the far end
there were two mac, and mr tien alight kim they all at the further one

they manage to walk to our pits after mr tien,me,mole & niggy finish eating

and walking to our pits. wakaka :P

mr tien play volley ball with us, aaron & him always make the ball fly so high

and poor mole & me got to keep on running for the ball.hmph

then we played captains ball.. ehm

it was pretty fun anyway. but it was quite easy to score

then jason thought me how to do t-brake and turn on blade

ended up , ii got two huge blisters, a blue-black on my shin,

two long scratches on my chest,a bleeding knee,and a bleeding palm

but like what ii kept on telling the rest, no pain no gain

ii manage to master them at the end of the day. :)

so damn proud of myself.

met up with zhenghsin for a while, he was with one of his fren sean

nnot the sean ii noe anyway .

what did we do?. nnothing,just sit down & chat
the food came & ii .. hahs. don want to mention i
ii fight with niggy becos of some hair thing.lols.it was just a

play play fight lahhs.

after that, mr tien talk to us about our exams and we went home

was damn tired, thanks bus driver for sending me to my house downstairs:)

today,went to ride on the singapore flyer wid my family.

nnothin very fascinating in particular. enjoy it though

its good for the emos.lols

then we went over to suntec to shop. bought a vintage minnie,a clutch from wallet shop

a zodiac bookmark,a birthday card and 2 keychains for my sister

21 st birthday. ii gave itto her although its still like 20 days later

cos ii dont even know if ii will turn up for her chalet, she is having

its on 28o8 ,and so coincidentally,thats when im having my prelim

she said she like it, dont even know if she really mean it.

just reach home.going to study later.cos ii promised

my dear dear mr tien to turn over a new leaf and start chionging

muahahahs.thats all folks

& iim owaes uurs

ii dont know what happen btwn us nowadays

2008-08-05T20:20:00.002+08:00

ii reach school at 7.16am,the song just stop and the national anthem

have not started yet. ms ng said ii would be late in a few seconds time

and dont let me go up. you know what this resulted in?.

me & sam being place at the back of the class!.

sam said there was an old woman that fell down on the bus

and the bus driver stopped the bus for like 1o mins.

therefore he was late. awww , sad

anyway, life at the corner of the class was not bad

ii helped jian yu massage his back with a rolled-up paper

he said it was comfortable..hahas

then during assembly, three quater of the class was late

our pe ended late and we still have to rushed to change back into

our uniform.me & mole didnt even have recess.gosh

and mr tien made us stand in the hall. so embarrasing

luckily got a talk from ssc,& the speaker gave us the permission to sit

just now, tien msg me and said ii cud sit with ian again tmr

oh thanks mr tien.

till im late again then ii wud be sitting wid bear.

then we talk about sara & shermaine and tien's msg was like so sarcastic

wakaka

anyway, something they did today was so f*** up

wudnt want to mention about it

ii think most of uu shud have know by now.

last sat went out with bii,jolene and sebas

we went to suntec to watch movie.we only got two tickets but

some way or the other, we all ended in the theatre.

hahas. theMUMMY,you got to watch it

its damn nice.

need to study for prac and history already

btw. good luck to all combined science for prac tmr.!

& iim owaes urrs"

be my tear,& lived on my face

2008-07-31T16:05:00.002+08:00

got nno time to blog yesterday

this was to make up for yesterday happenings

yesterday,mr tien did a very good job by scolding uu guys off

uu two are just so disrespectful,ungrateful and everthing bad

uur chem won survive till today if not for tien,probabbly uu people

would have already been dropped to NORMAL TECH.!

Instead of feeling grateful,uu scolded him off like its nobody business

uu are simply a total disgrace to mankind

& by the way,let me tell uu de truth

uu hate the class.? nobody likes uu too. uu are just a sore to our eyes

ii jus simply hope that you will fail uur chem.

oh no.come to think of it,probably all uur subjects.

cause uu are not even grateful to any of ur teachers

anyway,mdm chao is just trying to be sarcastic.YOU KNOW DAMN WELL SHE

DONT MEAN IT. she jus know that uu wont ever get any high marks so

she said that just to make uu feel better

ohs. S NG . ii wud feel so disgrace if im uu

ii know uu don feel anything at all, cos uur skin is as thick as...

sorry.nothing is as thick-skinned as uu.

anyway,mr tien doesnt OWE uu anything,RESPECT him or else all of us

wud jus hate uu even more.cos mr tien just stands so much in our heart

unlike uu.jus a bloody ***** .

the more ii see uu , the more ii hate uu

ii just cant stand the sight of uu anymore.GET THIS RIGHT.!

nobody in the class LOVES uu.

anywayy.today emath test was just so NO TIME to finish

lols.it was quite easy at the start,but the question gradually grew longer & longer

and our time seems to ticked off faster and faster

lmaos.never mind. btw cant wait till the class hoodie comes

ii nnoe there are some people in the class that was unhappy

about changing the windbreaker to hoodie

im sorry for suggesting it , but uu nnoe

its kind of hard to make everyone happy with the arrangement

so ii guess majority was fine with it so me& jiajia went ahead to

order hoodies.anyway,these are not meant for the ungratefuls.!

in class today,mole & ii started to talk about "xiaodidi"

ellin say her xiaodidi was 17o cm,

and then kia wee thought we meant another xiaodidi

wow.if ever anyone wud have a 17o cm long one

they can really use it in many ways

the whole thing just made me,mole & ellin laugh till we dropped

ian is such a good friend :)

got to go study for saturday mock already

will blog again tmr?.

most probably.

takeaiires

&iim owaes urrs

cos iim deep in love wid uu

2008-07-27T23:16:00.002+08:00

went to queensway today with jiajia

we went to order class windbreaker

but there are no addidas windbreaker that charge 35 per piece

that will include printing service,kass still say have

then we found a printing shop but the windbreaker is not nice

and we change it to HOODIE.!oh my

my loves. hoodie rocks my socks

its a black hoodie with orange inner lining on the hood

then with olivia design at the back

then theres a individual name on the hood,printed gold

woohoo.even mentioning it make me high

lols

then the uncle still so good,give us cut the price from

48 bucks to 35 bucks,then he still deliver it to my house

without charging us 20 bucks

omg,ii love you uncle.!we will be able to get it by 12 of august.

then me & jiajia ate yoghurt

and laksa, de laksa without chopsticks.

cool

anyway,havind the period of the month

hurts alot,go sleep lahs

tatatas

&iim owaes urs

iiloveuu

2008-07-26T17:58:00.002+08:00

to her&her

nobody is looking at you two

stop assuming that cause iim here to remind uu that

de sight of uu o2 makes people feel disguisted

probably thats whyiie my contact lenses felt

dry everytime after looking at uu o2

and pls lahhs.uu got to thank god that uu guys are at the back

or else you really will disrupt the lessons and people's attention

many people are complaining.

FYI.uu guys might as well drop out of school.look.playing

truant and not handing up homework is so 'NO NO'.yahhs.

oh yahhs ,and if you guys didnt look at us ,how do uu know we are looking at uu?

hmm...?and horhhs.putting uu at the back of the class is a good deed

it doesnt pollute people's eyes. 'ouch! so blind!' aiya. its already so

near to O'levels whyy are uu guys still not studying?.

Probably you guys already know that you will surw get a 54 points for you results.

thats whyy BIG s still have to apply for DSA. oh!so pathetic..

even the poly doesnt wan to give uu a place

ddon bother to study anymore lahhs,okaes?because

1.uu will waste resources

2.cause more trees to be cut dowm

3.reduce oxygen level in class

4.take up a large volume&surface area in class

5.increase our class MSG

see?.there really nnothing good about you people

and anyway,we wont bother to beg uu to buy the windbreaker

wonder if they have uur size,BIG s?.

ohs.theres something good about uu o2.Your presence in class will guarentee

people not being the last o2 position in class or maybe level too
big thanks to uu

(: oh. stop les-ing around.its plain DISGUISTING.

and you can forget about correcting our english.Because we dont have time to

write so properly jus about uu people.

Shouldn't you people feel honoured you guys are being featured?.

writing about uu guys really make my day

thank you people.

to my beloved(:

ii really just don want you to do this kind of things

anymore.okaes

ii really don't mean all the things ii had said

but is true that you really looks like uu dont feel sad

even after ii said it.

uu nnoe wat ii mean,iim really upset about it

but ii really do love uu

can uu just listen to me for once?.

study well & takeaiires

iiloveuu baby

To the rest

emaths mock exam today is easy

ii just simply love emath paper o1

its just that ii woke up at o6.3o and got

scam by someone

arghh

ii was angry,pissed,upset

just nnow,not anymore

hahaas

thats all for today.need to go revise history already

remember to read up on the o2 people ii featured today

lmaos

btw.ian IS my good friend

don uu dare bully him anyone(:

&iim oweas urrs

iim sorry big guy

2008-07-24T00:30:00.004+08:00

its de first time ii finish my history test paper

including the o2 essays.wakaka

im damn proud of myselves,

but dono whether can pass anot lahhs.

at least ii know ii tried my best.

if you didnt shower us with treats

and everything when we first get together

it wudnt end up like how it is presently.

nobody treats uu like an atm,its just dat you

treat us so often that we sort of get used to it.

so ii tink uu shud stop doing this to everyone

to prevent the same thing to happen to you again next time

and you start blaming.anyway,its not that ii do not want to

help uu when uu needed help,its just dat sometimes its

just to sudden.you know we are not as rich as you are and we dont

have 5o bucks in our wallet everyday.so ii just cant fork out the amount

you needed by such a short notice.

your attitude towards me seems to be changing nowadays

dont know what got into uu

but uu just flare up easily at the minor-EST thing ii do

ii wudnt want our friendship to be so WEAK and such

things cud make us quarrel.

no matter what,ii owaes treat uu as my mole

loves

iim owaes urrs

2008-07-20T00:13:00.004+08:00

wake up at 7.3o to go to school

for enqlish paper 2 and ss mock test

all the essay ii study dindt turn out,

and my english summary exceeded by 28 words

never mind,its over

then went to compass, bought a donut and

meet jolenelimlayhuan

then we take train to douby ghaut

change to red line and went city hall

then we walk for like 1o mins to the NDP preview

and,the most horrible thing happen

IT STARTS TO RAIN

wtf.washed away all our mood

but we found raincoats in the bag

thanks alot bag!

the rain come and go continuously

we wear and take out our raincoats repetiveLY

then came the normal stuffs

aeroplanes;parachutes;dance;songs

and when the planes were flying

a dozen of birds flew past

& we o2 conclude that they come for the parade too

then the ''ministers'' that come were all FAKE

because its just a preview

lols

the rain gets big again and we decided it would be smart

to start walking out then to prevent

being stuck in the human-traffic after everything ends

so we slowly make our way out and still managed to see all the lovely

fireworks.muahahas,ain't we smart?.

went to buangkok de kopitiam eat with bii

ii had a bad gastric pain,but recover after eating

somethings.after that we slowly walk to bii house.

on the way,ii ask jolene to name any songs and said

that we wub be able to sing it all

and we did.

reach his house,went straight to the kitchen to see hamster

they were so cute,top up their food for them

play with them awhile.cos there were o2 male &

o1 female,the duo were always fighting

ddono fopr what sia.then they will make alot of noise

went home after that.

need to bathe now

tatatas :)

&iim owawes urrs

iiharttsuuBOY

2008-07-12T17:00:00.002+08:00

ii went to ntu after school yesterday to help david in his project

me & tk&lionel take cab there

all becos donno who take such a long time to prepare his stuff

lols,then when we reach there,my jiejie come bring us

and we went to buy waffles to eat

we went ther to play a -poverty simulation- game

and we get paid..6.5o per hour.qood rite?.

in the game,ii was called alice aber

got two younger brother & parents

then we were like need to take care of all their

utilities bill and housing bills and car bills

ii keep going around robbing the 'shops' and 'banks'

hahahas,then we became the richest family

lols

after the game ends at bout o9 plus

david brought us out to eat 'supposedly dinner' but became supper

then went to his bukit batok house to get three hamsters for tk

then he sent us home,ii reach home at bout like 11.3o

my bed look so woohoo BRILLIANT.

hahas

&iim owaes urrs

iiloveuuMYDEAR

2008-07-05T15:38:00.006+08:00

yesterday,me an mole was talking boiut "zachery"

lols

it was just something we made up lahhs

then during pe,we like stretch our hand to

touch yanling's shoulder in a way like if im standing

on the right side,ii wud touch yanling's left shoulder

then yanling turned to me and say

:"yes,jane?.its quite obvious is uu"

thats when me and mole started "scolding" zachery

hahas,it was all our imagination lahhs

we did the same thing to wenxin,bella and jolin

and all thier reaction was the same

they give us a -.-' lame look

"who is zachery?'

quite fun lahhs,,so silly of them..so cute in a way

then before recess was over,we were all sitting there

chatting,then ii started the conversation about

the difference between english knee and hokkien nii

muahahahs

some of them get it quite fast,but jolin don get it

never mind,as usual..

and the whole conversation starts to get out of hand

ii think ii wudnt want to talk bout it :))

math test was freaking .. not enough time

even though mr ho added 1o mins for us

after math test ii still thought needa stay back for math remedial.

but mdm chao gone thru our bishan park paper with us alredy

so we got to qo first.woohoo

at night went to rc to study with chelle ; shiyun and dono her name

we talked loads of craps

but still manaqe to do some work okaes

yuenchai helped me buy ciqqy

ii din noe how he manage to get thru it

lolls

some random pics

my fingers stopped typing

&iim owaes uurs

2008-06-28T11:32:00.000+08:00

woo
iim at lionels house now
hahas

2008-06-27T22:55:00.008+08:00

hahs.so long never blog liaos

so many things to do

school works are definitely top on the list

getting more & more

sians..

here to update on some things tat happen in the week

went to watch movie with bii and jolene

at orchard lido , almost lost our way

we watch incredible hulk

no ending show :P

tats bii's hand

ii then ate like 1o shushi at o1 go

cos the auntie sell us cheaply

lols

got dozens of homework need to do

will blog again when iim free

ps:cos niggy said ii have not been bloggin for long

iim owaes uurs.ii swear ii love uu only

2008-06-16T23:21:00.005+08:00

today went for the stupid prelim oral

its was damn hard

ii stuttered here and mumbled there

and ii kept on "then los"

the conversation topic was on my favourite toy

i lied about every single thing

muahahahas

then went to bii the 'mother' house

and watch alvin & the chipmunks for the o3rd time

after that at nite went for hiphop dance class

so cool?.

watever;iim tired.damn tired

andre's smiley

ii love them lots

iim owaes uurs

2008-06-15T23:33:00.004+08:00

happy birthday to keith. :)

softside ask us to qo training today at o3.3o

then in the end

ah ler and chelle didnt turn up

softside didnt turn up

SPAMMERS

but at least still got bii peii me

hahas

and then we got sparring

the person kick me in between

STRAIGHT UP.!!!

so painful los

then bii score by a 36o degree turning kick

oh my gosh

but thats him,if not why wud i loved him so dearly

muahahas

iim owaes uurs

my fingers stopped dead

loves

goatiie

2008-06-10T22:55:00.002+08:00

cheerios:)

im bored

go gym again,

played bomberman again

and slack,slack,slack

iim dead

arghhh

must study

iim owaes urrs

iihuggsuu

2008-06-09T18:49:00.001+08:00

bii waited for me downstairs in the morning

then we went to lionel's house

downloaded some qames into my psp from lion

then we went to the gym

another age limit inccident.

there is a poster there that say people under 16

must be accompanied by adult

then the security guard say ii cant go in

wtf

then we manage to just argue our way in

muahahs

evil laughter*

after gym-ing,went to lionels house to bathe and went

compass to eat.

think we all ate back the calories lost in the gym

maybe gain more back

but its okae "

then went back to lionels house again

we played bomberman ; game sharing ; psp

lionel says his ' goatie '

which is just an ordinary soft toy works in helping

him win the game

thats one of his nonsense again

then bii send me home

haven bathe yet ; just reach home

will blog again tomorow.

tatas

iim owaes urrs'x))

iithinkii'vedoneit

2008-06-07T23:08:00.006+08:00

ii wake up at around 1 plus this norning

ops.ii think is afternoon.

went to compass wid my younger sister to meet my mom

then had my lunch at kfc

thats all ii eat lahhs.nnot alot.hahahas

after dat we went shopping at orchard

then watch kungfu panda at lido.

NICE MOVIE.

then my elder sister wanted to treat my dad to eat

so we met him at kovan and we ate lots of thing

david came to our house to stay

got to bathe now

tatas.

iim owaes uurs

:)

2008-06-07T00:06:00.002+08:00

it was zhenghsin's birthday today

& early in the morning meet mole and we went to mall to meet him

we had our breakfast

hsin ate something called ahma ban mian

it was just pieces of dough

we cant stop laughing at dat

mole and him hit-ED off quite well

they each made a new fren today:)

hahahas

hsin's fren then came to meet him

'weemeng'

oh my gosh

he is ' blackblacksir '

he used to torture us during training

aint he sick?.

lmaos

ii suqqested that we play pool

but ii cant qet in,,

arghhhhh

suckk.

wm wanted to buy a watch for hsin

& they setted off

while me & mole went to take a cab

ii went to bii house as usual

he was still sleeping like a pig 'x)

HE'S CUTE .

ii went in,slack awhile

then lionelweiwei came to find us for lunch

he treated us

woots.thanks lion :))))

went back to bii house and ii just laid there and played with lion's PSP

ape academy

it was of qreat fun

muahahass

bout o6.3o,ii went for my tution and lionel went home

after tution went to bii's neice house

they were all cute

except dat ddde o2 boys LOVED to play rough

tata.the end

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHENGHSIN :))

iim owaes urrs

iiloveuu

2008-06-05T18:54:00.006+08:00

it all started with a o3 hours of math early in the morninq.
ii did all my work

aren't ii qreat
then wenxiin rebonded her hair too
she looks totally... YANLING
and mole kept on saying that yanling looks like dde 'girl from 1oooBC'
and i guess yanling really does look alike
she looks jus like an egyptian
lols
after math there was this NE quiz we had to do
dde whole class was waiting for the sexy seah(thats wat kass&yunhann called him) to come
he is so slow
dde quiz was kinda fun
and the rank ii got was seniorbuilder,,then when sexy seah asked for my rank
ii said expertsenior
and he gave me such a cute laugh and say so is expert or senior?.

after that me and mole decided to go to hougang mall to take her new specs
we waited for a cab
which is so long,so long,so long
that yanling and wenxin saw us waiting
and decided to go with us
then me & mole was telling wenxin mole is pregnant
with the NANCYDREW baby
and wenxin almost believe us
hahaas.dumb wenxin
or maybe she is too innocent

then went to find bii after that
and slack a while
then ii went home
and dats all

& iim owaes uurs
miss you boy seriously

2008-06-04T23:18:00.000+08:00

there ouqht to be one day,
where everything wud just end
all by itself.
it owaes happen so suddenly,
so unexpectedly.
ever since dat day.
ii promise myself,
ii wont make the same mistake ever
ever in my life again.
if loving uu is wrong ,
then ii rather not be right in anything ii do.
im sorry for loving uu so much
but all i do...
is to follow my heart.

iim owaes uurs.'x)

2008-06-04T18:58:00.000+08:00

realise someone qot nosepierce leas style man omg.she is so damn nice. woots. dden went to vivo after lesson with mole and we bouqht a zinc bag for bii and shirt and a lot a lot of THINGS.
went to find bii and went to backcourt
mole told me blog is shit
cos she cannot manaqe to edit de skin
muahahas
nothiin else
byes.

2008-06-02T20:27:00.000+08:00

went to school early in dde morning for chem&bio .

bio is like so slack.

and then took some random pics with cherie mole .

went to find bii and played pool .

and thats all . boringgg

ps; ii noe im qonna be lost without uu

how can ii be strong without uu.

and de days felt like years when uur gone

did uu see how much ii need uu

evertything that ii do reminds me of uu.

every peices of my heart is missing uu.

iiloveuu

2008-06-01T23:36:00.000+08:00

thats mine taekwondo guards and the place..woots

& iim still waitinq..

2008-06-01T23:16:00.001+08:00

wake up at bout 12.3o today
and went all de way to BOONLAY to wait for tanteekuen;
and saw leelin...ops.

and we went lavender for our taekwondo training.
then bii manaqe to buy ciiqqarettes at SEVEN-ELEVEN for the 1st time
lols
and he was like trying to attach his frindqe to mine
cos his is lonqer
and ii was like ....

ii just love him